It must have been love,
But its over now.
It had to have been love,
For it rendered me still.

If it was love,
Then I have lost it.
I had found love,
I realize that now.

By my own folly,
I turned him away,
Lost I now find myself,
For he is gone.

How could I misjudge?
If it was love,
What could I have missed?
If it was love.

But pain now,
Is all I feel,
And despair,
Is all I know.

It was all I needed,
But I turned it away.
For without love,
How can I live?

Now I find myself,
Searching my sleepless nights
For him,
For the love I once had.