his words strike a chord within
echoing within my soul
encompassing it with a warmth
indescribable
I await
breathless
for the next time
that he speaks to me
from across this endless void
that separates up
I know for a fact
that when I do meet him
in the flesh
the only thing I desire
is his arms around me
to feel his kindred spirit
in contact with mine
could this be love?
I wouldn’t know
it could be a form of it
but all I know is
he is the most amazing thing
that has ever happened to me
I fear as every moment passes
that one day
he will speak no more
and he will be lost to me
as others have been before
I fear this with every fiber of my being
with every last part of my heart
what would I do if I lost his contact
though non-physical it may be?
I would be lost
the thought of his loss
had not been considered
before this night
he’s all I want
everything I would ever need
I don’t need to see him
to know that I love him
just the thought of losing him
pulls at my soul, my heart
his words I ache for
his voice I can’t get enough of
the idea continues on in my dreams
with every moment I know him
I’m falling ever more in love with him
yet he’s half a world away

© Johanna Fugitt 2017