I stand under a dark blue-gray sky,
the clouds hiding the moon
the air cool, but warm
with it is a feeling of right
that I am where I should be
and my future,
though unknown, bright
I can wait for that
which I have desperately sought
his love will come
from my past or into my future
I do not know him right now
though I may wish to
but I am content
walking my path
it is not that I will find him
or he will find me
it is that it will come
maybe tomorrow or next week
but I find it is not imperative
that I seek it actively anymore
do not thing anything has paled or dimmed
no, my heart still desperately desires him
my soul still hungers deeply for his presence
waiting for it, I will
for then will I be happy
until then I will live on

© Johanna Fugitt 2017