it is night where I exist
although lonely
I am content
to just be
no more do I worry
about the thoughts of others
unless they are your thoughts
whoever you may be
I could bump into you
a week from now
or tomorrow
all I wish is to be loved
to have that someone
glance up at me with his eyes
desire dancing like flames within
at times I feel you with me
even though I know you not
when I enter
the realm of sexuality
with my hand caressing moans
from my own body
I do not fear your love
or your sex
I do not fear my own ways
I am a sexual human being
with potential to be
a great lover to he who will be
you are there in my fantasy
plunging, diving deeper into me
pulling your name from my lips
as the crescendo builds
then explodes in sound
that ripples throughout my body
the only thing better
were you to have been there
for each and every one of my forays
into the sexual world
but I suppose I shall wait
for my story is not finished
only just begun
waiting only for your entrance
to continue along its way

© Johanna Fugitt 2017