Monthly Archives: September 2017

804 Untitled [22 June 2007]

awakening from that dream where inside I find you breaks the skin just a little more opening the scars I use to measure the pain of the loneliness I hide your words I keep hearing, echoing on inside the cavern … Continue reading

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923 Catalyst [18 September 2017]

He was a catalyst, a breaker of my former expectations; a dream I didn’t know I wanted. In my mind’s eye, I could see evenings outside listening as he strummed a tune, sharing a quiet moment before bed. Laughing as … Continue reading

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803 Destiny [02 June 2007]

Destiny ravages those who fight against its inevitability, just like I shall be torn apart because I do not seek my own. I await it with a twisted façade, wanting it to drown me in my path even as I … Continue reading

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802 Reset [23 May 2007]

Within the quiet of this lonely heart, for though your features are unknown near to me do I hold you. Soft within these despairing arms, this coveted embrace I desire, whispering to myself of such hope that perhaps in the … Continue reading

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801 Somewhere [05 May 2007]

Like water flowing without end, I reach for the shore, only to have it just out of my reach. Like searching for that memory you felt you should remember, I am lost within the embrace of my life’s essence. Flowing … Continue reading

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800 Like This [05 May 2007]

Like this This is how it shall be. Desperate to find The single most important thing I will ever know. Destined to forever seek Yet never find. Because I am unable to see That which will be true Ignorant to … Continue reading

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799 Death of the Silver Dragonness [23 April 2007]

She will not burn again. Wings broken, soul torn, the silver dragonness can not imitate phoenix. Buried beneath the waves, she will fight no longer. Sucked into the maelstrom of a thousand-year fury suppressed within. A storm none could stop … Continue reading

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798 Drowning [23 April 2007]

I wander in dreams desperate to see the face that no longer haunts. Gone is the promise, destroyed by the ugliness living inside the flesh. The body that shows just how disgusting the truth is within. The choice presented itself, … Continue reading

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797 Giving Up [09 February 2007]

It has been the hardest thing, realizing that this life was not made for love. She was not made to fall, no matter how much she wished for it to be otherwise, it will not change. She will remain alone, … Continue reading

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796 [02 February 2007]

Buried in my heart There lies the truth behind me Hiding within the folds of my indulgence Blinded by the sound of time’s passage. My eyes see nothing but what I wish, My ears hear only the song it wants … Continue reading

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