794 [05 December 2006]

I wish that life was simple,
in that i would have been that girl
in high school who met the one
and although he really wasn’t the one,
was married and was busy raising a family.
Then, at least, I wouldn’t be thinking
so much on how I want to find
that which I desire.
Couldn’t I have at least one love?
A true and real thing that may not last forever,
but at least I would have had it.
Instead I am living this lie of a life,
certain in that I will never find it.
Sure that I will forever be alone

© Johanna Fugitt 2017

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