If I could,
I’d break past these walls,
the barriers that keep me from you.
But the reality of life is such a cruel reminder
that while I wish to be with you,
you are still with someone else,
someone who fits more than I would,
and so I must move on.
Hopefully to find someone who can see me
like you do,
someone who can inspire the same feelings
that you do still.
However, I worry.
Worry that those who see me as I am,
are only those that are unavailable
to one such as I.

© Johanna Kaye Fugitt 2017