Tag Archives: 28 years old
835 Drowning [13 January 2009]
Despair pushes me under, waves crash over my head, struggling to catch a breath in the drowning liquid clogging my lungs, stilling the flow of calm oxygen tempering the insanity of the dark, angry star living inside my heart. © … Continue reading
834 Need [13 January 2009]
Alone on a crested wave of earth, face held up to the crying sky, despair freezes the movement of my blood, heart hollow and silent. Memories play bright and full of lies behind the darkness of my closed eyes. Wishes … Continue reading
833 [26 December 2008]
Disaster flashes against my inner mind, possibilities that almost desire to be made true. I resist. Dread reality settling its cold fingers on me, desperation flagging the driveway of my mind, No entry. Longing fleetingly reminds me what exactly it … Continue reading
832 [30 May 2008]
This place pulls at the hollow void residing within this broken chest. Silence comforting, estranging, tangling up thoughts with doubt, teasing reason with fear. Voices speak but the distracted ear fails to hear the sweet sound of life so tempting. … Continue reading
831 [10 May 2008]
I awaken again, the sun filled room void of presence my heart convulses once remembering what it likes to escape eyes close lungs pull in the quiet air as the involuntary function of living pushes me out of bed rarely … Continue reading
830 Beyond All Things [20 April 2008]
Desperate to awaken, a heart that longs to love awaits with breath held silent, fearful, hopeful that what it desires beyond all things will become real. © Johanna Fugitt 2017
829 [29 March 2008]
Gentle in this moment, dark in its taste of despair, for who shall ever reach out their hand to take mine, to make me their own. Alas, a moment tender shall never be found, for that grace will not find … Continue reading
828 Beyond All Things [20 April 2008]
Desperate to awaken, a heart that longs to love awaits with breath held silent, fearful, hopeful that what it desires beyond all things will become real. © Johanna Fugitt 2017