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0206 I Survived [30 August 1998]

Until you left, I had forgotten what freedom was. I thought I had loved you And that you had loved me. It seemed I was wrong. All I was ever used for Was terror and rape. What was love to … Continue reading

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0205 Rain [31 July 1998]

Morning, Sunless, gray. Clouds boiling, roiling Writhing like snakes. Rain, Cool, refreshing, Brightens even the cloudiest day.

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0204 Somewhere [31 July 1998]

I am supposed to go somewhere, But I do not know where. I need to be standing on a street corner, On a dock in the middle of a sapphire lake. At a library, staring at the thousands Of universes … Continue reading

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0203 Untitled [30 June 1998]

Take me Deep within the arms of love Love me, And take me farther than ever before.

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0202 Fated Fantasy [21 June 1998]

What force ever compelled me to action I know not, I was lost among a forest of fools, Until I sighted you, a man, tall, dark, frightening. And I knew you were the one to guide me. Your strength overwhelmed … Continue reading

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0201 Haunted [09 June 1998]

Your eyes, They haunt me. Those hands, I can still feel them. Your hair, I long to touch Those kisses I long to taste again. You went away So far away And I I cannot find you. I miss Your … Continue reading

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0200 Machine [06 June 1998]

Author’s note: Sometimes I wonder what exactly was in my brain when I wrote things like this. I think I was trying to be existential? Or something. So here is number 200. The world seems to move Without a squeal … Continue reading

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0199 Déjà Vu [06 June 1998]

There is some reason I remember today, Some reason Why I should. I have seen this day, Somewhere in my dreams. I have seen the people Somewhere in my dreams. Flashes, Like a memory. Flashes Like I have been here … Continue reading

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0198 Need [05 June 1998]

My heart is heavy, My soul is afraid. My body cries out for yours. I need you, Like the trees need air Like the earth needs the sun Every time you are near You fill my very being.

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0197 Heroes and Legends [05 June 1998]

I do this for you, Though it does not seem so I do this for our lives Though it does not mean eternity We will live forever Always in our hearts And in the hearts of others Our souls will … Continue reading

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